Sunday, May 22, 2011

I don't know anything.
The longer I live, the more that cements into my brain.
I don't know anything.
I've left home. I have a job that pays just over minimal, stresses me out, and gets so hot in summer, last year they were almost legally not allowed to work. I'm trying to go to university, but so far I'll pretty much have to put myself through because "Soon your brother will be going to college and we can't do both." I have a car that's about to be useless, cause I can't air care it, therefore having to buy a new car.
On top of it, now I'm upset over something stupid, like working on Get-Together Saturday. For ALL of the interesting ones. I can be there for movies at my loves house, but the moment it's different.. Missed hot tub, twice, and now I'm missing the island day.
Am I seriously retarded, and just dont know?
I'm sick of guessing.