Beginnings?

So, we talked last night. It was amazing, really. Even though he's grown this beard...he is the same person I remember, same smile, same eyes, same polish nose. We talked about summertime, and how he would love to drive up and we could drive back to his home together, camping along the way, and spend a week down there before I fly back home. It sounds perfect, but my stupid job wont allow that to happen, especially with the way I'm sucking up all my vacation time.
I had a thought though, when we go on our family trip I could instead drive up with him instead of flying back home with my mom. And it could work...
I just have to tell her of our airport meeting first.
After multiple broken hearts at the hand of him and myself.
I really hope this time it can work. <3

Airport Meeting

Is it a good idea? I've never really gotten over him, six months later. But is it really smart to spend five, ten, thirty minutes with him, when any chance of being together again is a dream best dreamt three years from now?
I admit that the thought of taking his hand in mine, pressing my lips to his, is incredibly tempting. Not even tempting, it's an overwhelming feeling taking posession of my mind. He's like a drug, and I'm in serious withdrawl.
Six months. Any normal teenager would have moved on, forgotten the leftover memories and have another guy by now.


I don't want just any guy.
I want you.